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In response to a certain person's post:

purpose of the blog: to frikkin get the shitt off ur mind and put it down on here instead of carrying it everywhere. and the fact that it does make a difference because i do care what you think.
and it's not an issue of publicity...or showing off. there's nothing to show off infact. it's the truth and it's to show people that what you are underneath is different from what you portray on the outside.

as for the meaning of life: that's upto you to figure out. yea it's fucked up but heyy, that's why they call it life.

and education makes you rich? maybe to some extent but apparently not in the case of bill gates, a high school dropout and a frikkin billionaire making more money than my dad who has frikkin three masters degrees. yea i dont get it either. and placing that much importance on education is something more of the indian culture rather than personal belief. if ure not an engineer, a doctore, or a lawyer, you're not successful. that's what i grew up hearing. and as for doing what you truly wanna do, well i dont know about others but if i tried to tell my parents anything other than what they wanna hear, then i would be pretty much dead cause im totally dependent on them. i cant do my own thing till im on my own feet. and no one wants to do something else and be apart cause everyone is afraid of being labeled a loser instead of an original. scared of not fitting in or standing out in a bad way. everyone wants to do want others do so that they're not the only ones doing something that is wrong and they wont be the only ones being picked on. same goes with speaking ur mind and being honest about who you really are. people say they don't judge others by how they look. AS IF!!! anyone who says that is fucking lying because maybe people just differ on how much they value looks but in the end, those looks do matter to everyone. when i look at someone, the first thing that stands out is how they look. i admit that. i just DO NOT judge them based on it. but i do look. who doesn't? why the hell do you even bother lying?

and yeaaa my life is fucked up too. beyond my worst nightmares infact. and im dead inside. fucking dead.

---H