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yesterday tutorial was fun :D
i was sitting there with my chem hw in front of me trying to figure it out and then i just go "fuck this...i'll just become a stripper"..like that one facebook sticker...how come no one gets that? this little girl is sitting there trying to read a book and it says "t-t-he cat in t-t-he h-hat...fuck this. i'll just become a stripper"...LOL its soo hilarious because thats what me and hema say all the time. but we dont really mean it ofcourse..its just our way of saying what the hell...strippers dont need chem. so we can become strippers and not do chem. yea. weird. ohhh and then i started listening to bunny bunny from the movie Bunny....in the library...on my ipodthingy and it was hilarious!!! because the whole song is basically an inside joke..its sooo funnnyy..the song i mean..haha..parts of it sound like human sacrifice drumming..!!! and there was a poor guy trying to sleep on the other side of the bookshelf and i kep waking him up with my retarded singing along!
ohmygosh and then i come home and this is when i get reallllllllllly mad. cause i was talking to my mom about me going to school in india next year, and she's like yea sri chaitanya...suure.and then im like what about little flower junior college? and she's like its realllllly good and realllly hard to get into...im like "well i mite as well try" and she's like "uh no. stop joking around and go study"....it got me sooooooooo mad...she practically said i wasnt smart enough to get into that coll. ARGHHHHHHH......i am SO MAD. so im gonna go to india next year and take that fucking entrance test and even if i fucking fail it and the people think that im a retard from neverland who just got a 15% on their test, i'll still be happy knowing that i tried. and then maybe i''ll just give my mom the satisfaction of saying "i told you so!"....but yea...she basically thinks that because i dont have introduction to physics whatsoever because we dont do physics till 11th grade here and apparently the freaks there start it in 9th. whatever. once school ends, i'll print random pages off the internet off of wikipedia on physics and sit there without a social life memorizing them till my head hurts. and without my mom knowing. so that when i fail the test, then she'll just think i failed it and i couldnt have done anything about it but if i hopefully don't fail it, then i can say "seeee its because i studied my ass off. u didnt even have to tell me. and im not stupid!!!!! hahahahhaha" and then go insane. yea. complicated planning.....i was looking at the college's website last night...it seemed pretty cool except for when i looked at syllabus for chemistry and saw random shit there that i didnt even know about..and then i freaked out. but i did recognize halogens and electron configurations. hahaha...!!!!!!
OMG now im obsessing over passing that test. life sucks. why couldn't I have just been Icelandic? Then I could just go to some little school in an igloo where they teach me how to escape from a polar bear and that's all i would ever need to know to survive. -sigh-

Lots of love, peace, and hugs,
Hanisha